LOVE2011

'LOVE2011',love dont come easy but it go easy,love stand for sharing caring loving,a step of it, before this i believe that will have true love, but now i start to change my mind, because a true love dont come easy, hard to maintain it well, even how much of the couple love each others, its not enough, i learn something from it that loving is not enough, there need some sharing and caring, how u care of,how much you willing share with even what food we have for our breakfast, it may just a small matter but it means a lot to each other, love is a example of food, such like a package which is inclu with breakfast lunch and dinner even supper, supper is a extra mark in depends how u going to make each others happy, true love seem so far to me now, i cant even see any, love is not that easy same like fairy tales story, story always tell the fake, if there is a true love, just 20% of true love will have, the others is inclu me, i am affraid to touch it now, its make me feel unbeliever, i am tired and i need to be alone now.=(

NEVER KNOW

'NEVER KNOW',life is curious,curious as we are human,never know where human from never know what human think of,we will never know course we not the god,god are the one who watching us,and god give us love,but sometimes love give us the sweet memory and also hurt,i don't even know who am i really are,what kind of ppl is me now?there is a lot of unknown in my mind refresh and refresh and we should't know the anwser.My mind was like a dictionary there is million of question and i am trying to checking out from it,same thing i was in the morning again now,writing the blog and talk about my life and my unknow question,the distance of the shadow btw me is so far away since from last time the nearest to now, i can't watch though of my shadow clearly,look at outside from the window night to morning,from darkness to brightness,and i just hope one day i can be the brightness one and away from darkness,i am waiting and excited...what is the next of the story of mine again?curious and never know, can't guess up can't catch up.

crazy in the mid night 4.52am

''Crazy in the mid night 4.52am'',As usual i wanted to complain here about my life,life is having a lot of step to walk though,life can be simple and also complicated.For me i am more to complicated,if u ask how complicated am i,i will anwser my life is suck very very the suck,why?you ask me why?i wanted to give up but everytime my mind keep remind myself i got to be strong,but we are juat a human,we still need to rest to get more strong,and no why just because i am not the hero super man,when is the day?if you ask me why.better you ask the god why,no why no reason.The god was playing us such like a game,the god control us and plan for us everything in our life.Hey fucking god,who you think you are?i does't need you help me to plan,thank you so much.that is my life,you hear that?=)