Pressure

'PRESSURE'finaly this year is form5,have to face to spm.Quite much of pressure also!i have been long long time agos never went to school this year,my mum found a lot tuition for me but curently i just got one home teacher for teaching math and ekon.'STUDY'is this important?i think so!but did 'THEY' really know or i should use understand to describe how much of presure i have to face to?its not easy as what you have think..i am just a kid!did u remember that?can just stop force me not to do everythings,i know you are jus worry me,but please can u stop it!i think its much of enough.too much of caring!i apologizes here for saying those. but i am not just face to a things(study) i got to face others more.i know what myself need to do the next,i really really know it.My life such as shudder,the end the winner ll be me!thanks for support!when i need u,u ll always beside me all the time.

Respect the relationship

'Respect the relationship' just learn it from some one else!A true relationship does't easy to get it or catch it!when u have it u does't care it,that was human life just such as step by step until the relationship is end,you regret you sad or others but this is all did by ur own self.u have found a love in the million of people even that is not ur 'true' love but it atleast a person that u have really love before,the short moments even unhappy or happy after a long time it will be a sweet memory.In human heart everyone have a lock and caring a key to found thier own key and a lock that really suitable for ur key!i think everyone should hear a fairy tales story before,'cinderella'.A story that we really need to learn from them!A girl who name cinderella really find his own key and the love,the true love 'the prince'.Every story have the started and the ending!The relationship that we have now or in the feture it may a short moments a forever but if u have did a wrong step,the realationship will be disappear ir ur life!Respect the relationship when u have if not u will be regret in the feture!:)

without you

''without you''So happy to be with u dear,we already together for few days!i wrote this blog hope that our 'STORY' will start from here and forever can continue it!thanks dear that what you give to me,ur caring and loving!Happy to with u that night,maybe it ll be a normal night but for me is a good memory night.I ll forever remember that night with you!Finaly i found it my 'true love',thanks the god to giving me this birthday present!its my best present in my life!i hope our LOVE will be end but its end until that day we have dead.Can we did it?can we did a FAIRY TALES story?and the character in the story is me & you.My life now was cant alive without you,you are my life now!In the feture we will having a sweet home and two little puppy,i hope!i will always beside u when u sad & happy.xxx LOVE xxx....MUAKX....

Happy Birthday

'AT SUMMIT RESORT'



''HAPPY BIRTHDAY''mac 9,happy birthday to myself!So happy to celebrate my big big day in this year!FRIEND LOVER PARENTS~help to celebrate...good moments good timing good present good place good romance good cake good suprised & nice memory!I being here to thank all my friend lover parents for helping me to celebrate and ur present!THANK alan to be my driver OUR Chow Kit 1 day trip.It may a short time or simple celebration but its enough me to keep the sweet memory inside my heart a side!So hard to descibe it but thanks that all of u still remember my birthday date expecially who sending birthday wish masage for me...its a long time never get news from U but so happy & suprised to get all of ur masage!Everything so suddenly.THANKS for 'U'STARBUCKS cheese cake make my sakit perut,but happy to being with u!HAHAHA...happy is i get a lot of present!i love it all so much:)missing u dear

February

'February',wah... february already,so fast!hahaha.....this months i think should be a good time for couples bah?wakaka...you know why?'VALENTINES' soon lo.SINGLE don't sad,still got times a lot of single available.Around my friend was prepare about the valentines present n suprised.So jealous them,because i was at home that day:(can't out lo...but NVM la.Although u not beside me that day,but having you is my FOREVER valentines.But ofcouse la must have some suprised for we two olso lo...let me think??XXXXXXXbla bla....privacy no telling!But u look like don't mind about it oh?SORRY lo because of me can't celebrate valentines with u:(but i ll try my best de BELIEVE me,have the chance de..i believe still have second third and more years to celebrate with you!Our LOVE will 'LoooooooooooooooooooNGER' FOREVER....DEAR! i being here wish to told u 'HAPPY VALENTINES' & 'I LOVE YOU'.Even i can't beside u but i promise the next year or next next year ,the day of valentines i will beside you and tolding u i love u,i will sing along the song to u.....'FOREVER LOVE'.

Home is just for REST

Home is just for REST,i can't imagine have this kind of home.I just hope have a normal home atleast never have argue home.But today i just know the money is more important then thier son!don't they know its hurt for me.last time i never realize that my home ll become worse like it.what i hope is just a simple house!A happy family...but too bad i don't have it!i look at them i feel unfortable,they look scary.In the time i know this home is never be stay,i have to leave here!and i know this home is just for me to rest!i crying this moment,now is raining and my tears drop down as the rain.i duno what i support to do now..very confuse.the sound of my heart stop a minutes and i close eyes and saw a darkness and a shodow,i was as the shodow,i keep run and run and run..i scare but i duno why i scare for!but i just know that is only ways i can do now is keep runing.the rain make me feel cool,i beg them not to do that.but they doest listen..my head was blank,i need someone to beside me,but no one was!i hope he can be appear in my life forever.I HATE HIM..

Acting

"ACTING'',Me acting my own character ''KO KHANG KEAT'',everyone have his own character maybe i am not the character that is most perfect but at least i am the one of most special in the million.I happy to being myself,my own "CHARACTER",i am trying to acting it...facing everything bad or sad,i am always trying my best,in front ''of'' u what is my character it's in your eyes?just a kid that is childish or in-mature?I really hope to know from u.U leave me alone in the darkness,don't u wont feel sad?why don't u give me a ''CHANCE'' to change myself?just one times i hope!I am such as the ''CLOWN'',a clown that always keep ''SMILE'' as well making people happy,but did u know the clown thinking or his feeling?He be force to smile always just hope to make around of his friend and parents more happy!wow...life keep changing from a age to a age and get more older,every years pass and pass until the life is end!Before the life is end can u tell me the true,are u really love me before?how long it's?a second a hour a day a month or even forever?hey dude,i will be trying my best to acting my character well because i know u are always around me as the air, i can realize it....your ''refuel''.I don't hope have forever just hope a second to being with u!

Mid night

Mid night,its going to be morning soon,the darkness was gone soon.The darkness gone same as the person is gone in my life too!I am trying to facing every things,friend told me face it but its not easy as u say.Suddenly remember when i start in puppy love,the wonderful love...end hurt.Just now i chat with a person that i like last time,i tot myself was already forgive the person but i doest.Myself imagine if that time i still with the person,maybe now we are a happy couple,maybe?The time is pass too fast,it really fast as in the minutes.Same as the darkness was gone in the minutes,i am afraid the darkness is gone,because i scare the person ll be gone same as the darkness,i scare when in the darkness but i also scare to lose the person,in the darkness my tears was easy drop as the rain.my tears drop because of u,my heart broke.Maybe we really not suitable to be a couple,as long as we still having a nice memory,rite?i will always remember u are the one give me hope and make me more stronger,at least when i sad u will always beside me but maybe have no the chance.The fairy doest put true love on my body,mean the true love wont happen on me forever or maybe the world doest have true love at all..true love just a lier.

Fxxking God

Wow,..i hate cow year because never have luck this year!Everyday be vexed,the fairy was forget put the luck on my body when i am sleeping.After few hours i gonna awake for schooling start,but that not a bad news that i want say,that is i don't think that i can be going to school later..u wan know why?Ask the god why before u ask me why..the god give me a lot of test in my life,god put much of hopes on me but i beg god can u give up on me!I am just a kid a 17years old kid!the way for my test is enough for me..the test make me tired,i have no more of energy to continue my test now,between that i gonna have a big test exam this year,can god let me hitch after this exam..don't make me worry this worry that ,too much and enough i tell u god!Everyday from the hopes to the disapointed,how much u wan did to me some more?can u let it end!Gives me a better and simple life!i beg u please..u think u r god and u can did anythings to us?FUCK off i tel u!Everyone have power to choose their own life,u cant control all of us!I am SIMPLE I am KID I am CHEAP I am In-mature As Long As I am Myself

End Year

End Year 2008,this year gonna be so wonderful of my life because every things was fine.Er...not really all but almost!hahaha..X-Mas was gone but a New Year gonna be start soon.Too bad...school start soon too...going to study already,SPM next year.Everyday have tuition no time to hang out already,so scare.I dun hope my SPM result will all get A's but atleast pass please,GOD!did u heard what i say?day by day everyday pass so fast.Turn a round,me going to 17 years old,times gone so fast just such as in a minutes..every things was change!Dunno weather next year my new life it be will better then this year or not?i know it will be!Haiz...before the new year start,i suddenly far in love on her,so bad.Everyday chat with her,every night cannot sleep because of 'U'.U told me that ur age now is not suitable for couple,i understand what u mean,but i really hope u be my girl rite now,u told me that the world wont have 'forever',but can u just trust me,can u let me 'forever' be happen,give me a chance to do it...i know i ll be regret if i never did it,atleast a chance it maybe ll be happen...can u with me to do it together or 'forever'.By the way,i will wait for u until that day u acept me!Let us did a 'forever' story!

House Of US

'Yesterday once more -By Carpenters'..i heard this song let me remember a lot of memory.Yesterday i have heard somethings bad from my friend,the house 'HOUSE OF US' gonna be moving,behind of the house is much of memory much of our story,MUCH of happy and sad memory there...i never expect have this day to be happen,its was a group of friend in that house,everyone such as a best friend,the whole friend in that house playing around and chating together everyday,the happy moment.But it's wont be happen again and again anymore,i think it will be a sad kes to me,duno why i cant describe my feeling now,Erm...how to say it??not grudge...NOW everyone gonna move...house moving,the guys move too!U guys going have thier own LIFE rite now!will u guys remember each others expecialy me?i hope so...i hope u guys will be remember what we have did in the happy times.I will always remember u guys,i really very very wish that we can all together again to continue our 'HOUSE OF PLU' story!will us have this day?i believe it will be happen again to us!hope u guys will still remember me this kid'NICKY'.ME this passing traveler!!:)

MY day

START FROM MY school holidays,one word to explain it is 'worse',i was telling myself izit alright the anwser is 'nope nope and NOPE...'wow...what fucking life it's,should have some fun to this kind of small KID or MAN of us??BUT me NICK choose working...how to explain it just the same OH MY GOD,it's such as ending my life rite now...Hooh...finaly i get defect...i stop my stupid job rite now...but now does't feel more better then that...hope to ending my life by my own because is FUCKING bored at home everyday,did u know my FEELING?,nope u wont!Urgh...actually bored does't worse then somethings else,that is i have to face to my FUCKING 'loving'[urgh,too BAD] dad ,can u just imagine how i going to face to a mential problem and without brand person everyday,hey just kill me up!Rite now,my parents was went out for SHOPPING,how happy are them now...HAIZ...and me just can stay alone at home because of some fucking fucking reason...the fucking ELEPHANT LEG...oh too big!NOPE...i am not alone,still have some1 transparent at downstair,did u noe wht i mean of lady and gentlemen?Ya,thats it!..